Selasa, 27 Oktober 2015

Happy Birthday...my pecker

Happy birthday my addict. You are now , a pretty mature man. What i will give to you is only... my prayer, so that in every step you make is goin tobe the best decision. My pecker? Do you still remember how we passed through the fragile days? The days which were hard for me, because of her. Once when we re napping, you called her name. And i didnt even utter a word, smiling instead.
I know it would be hard for me since the first time i fell on you. I' ve taken the risk of fallin love.
My pecker? Your ego, your ignorance, sometimes hurt me- if i cant say often. But im.fuckin  pushing them hard aside. Because i know, it must be hard also for you dealing with my terribble fuckin mood swing. I know we fight alot; even the Spotty wall could see it. Sorry. Its the word I can say.
My pecker, im far from a perfect girl. I annoy alot, I grumble alot, neither Iam a keen girl. Yet my honey, 32 years and more, will love you till this black turns grey.

Senin, 26 Oktober 2015

Moron..

Lets see, what we coulD explain for this word. I mean how it is good to be a moron? Am I a moron?  Sometimes yes i think im a fucKin ignorant moron. I do careless for others necesitties,  no personal touch. Im living in a stiffness yes! and i ll do fuckin everything i want. People keep complaining? The more they complain the more i become a fuckin ignorant person.
What brings me to this world? BecAuse damn, i just wanna get it over!
I dont like tobe involved in a polite society. I hated people when they talk about good deeds regarding to a divine life. I mean, stop pretending- be humanist

Kamis, 22 Oktober 2015

Baby blues..

This baby blues
Sneaking on my bed
Begging for my touch
To put inside my throat

Baby blues, if someday i have to go away
No farther than any ways
For the one i have paid
May day may day
My baby blues need to lay

Im so fuckin in depression
No light nor dark wants to Snug me
Oh
If someday, the sound give me
My bearing
I would do, To let you flow in my veins
The joy of shivering

Rabu, 21 Oktober 2015

My Sun..

Just wanna live and let die
The sky is so dark lately, with smoke is hanging around the air.
dusty and rusty smell
No breath taken by humankind.
I'm dying..and suffering
From all fakes and this grief

the wall is tumbling down
all my efforts for years
disappear in a sudden
baby I know
the sun ain't bright anymore